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A Life Redeemed PDF Print E-mail
Written by Brian   
Monday, 08 March 2010 21:50

I had the blessing of growing up in a Christian home, where church was a natural part of life—having grandfathers who had both served in ministry in different capacities saw well to that—and in the third grade I responded to God’s call on my life.  I knew at that time that Christ had lived the life I could not live, died the death I deserved to die, to redeem me to an eternity in heaven.  I sat in the first pew after a service at vacation Bible school with the music minister of First Baptist Church, Russellville, Arkansas, and confessed to Christ my need of him and asked that he change my heart.  I remember the event well, but what never occurred to me until years later was that while I firmly believe God had redeemed me, I still felt compelled to earn that redemption. 

In some part it was due to the teaching around me, that God required us to follow his law, and that meant not listening to certain types of music and not watching certain types of movies.  It wasn’t until I reached the eighth grade and was sitting at a student conference focused on the last hours of Christ’s life and what it meant to the redeemed that the realization dawned on me—God was not after my begrudging submission to a series of rules, but was instead trying to give me the freedom to live life as he intended for it to be.  I had been living a life driven by pride in what I knew about God and Jesus, but much as the Pharisees, I had searched the Scriptures in vain, finding only religion and rule, not the loving grace of a crucified savior.

From there life took a few interesting turns, but through high school and into college, Christ continued to press into my heart my need to chase him, not by avoiding a series of landmines, but by living a life called to push back the darkness sin had brought into the world, sharing the Gospel, living the Gospel.  As I completed my sophomore year at Baylor, I had grown a significant level of discomfort with my life—as if I was walking the wrong path, headed into a life full of work I could not be passionate about, and I grew a desperate need to know what God had gifted me to do, not just how to get a degree and pay the bills. Through this period of struggle, I began to find more of my friends and mentors suggesting that I consider that God had gifted and called me to be a teacher. I began praying earnestly that I could understand what it might look like to seek a theological education and preach the Gospel vocationally.

After finding myself believing God had called me to preach, I changed majors, found a beautiful gal, and thought I had things pretty well in hand.  Part of me would like to think it is unfortunate that I have always had to learn the biggest lessons in life the hard way, but part of me knows that there is purpose in the struggle my hard-headedness has brought on over the years.  I began to believe significantly that I could accomplish what God had asked me to do without his help—that my gifting and tenacity were enough.  I managed to follow that path away from God’s call enough that I ended up with a pregnant gal, having talked about marriage, but skipping right past the covenant.  The drama that followed nearly ended me in almost every way; I had allowed my pride to destroy most of what I had loved, and there in the darkness when I had nothing left, I found my crucified Jesus weeping with me.  It took years of being broken and seeking healing before I realized that much of what God has asked me to do is no different, but now I understand my insufficiency to the task he’s given me, at least enough to realize that I must continually beg God to break me of my belief in my sufficiency.

Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 2 Cor 12:9


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The Blind Side, Bootstraps, and the Incarnation: A Reflection on Christmas PDF Print E-mail
Written by Brian Rowe   
Thursday, 24 December 2009 13:07

Yesterday I ventured out into the madness to see “The Blind Side” with a good friend—great film.  If you have the opportunity, you should see it, let it challenge your way of thinking (both about your die hard fascination with Ole Miss and your views about poverty and how you have accomplished what you have).  It was certainly well made, with moments of triumph and joy juxtaposed nearly seamlessly over flashes of terror and sorrow.  The thing that stuck with me the most, however, had little to do with football and poverty.  No, it wasn’t those themes at all, but rather the curious misquoting of Luke 18 on the stone arch in front of the private school that takes Michael Oher in, Wingate Christian Academy.  Did you see it, too?  The arch reads “With men this is possible, but with God all things are possible.” 

Admittedly, there is no Scripture reference on the arch, and were you to run a rather exhaustive search for this quote across translations (as I did), you will not find the text anywhere in the Bible.  It could have been a random, non-Scriptural reference, but the contextual overtones are significant and lead me to believe that it was an attempt, though a complete failure, to create the appearance of a Christian school, educating young men and women in the ways of God and the ways of the world.  Yet it is not merely a legalistic crusade that Scripture be quoted properly or cited appropriately (MLA please, still not on the APA bandwagon) which has struck a serious chord in my mind—it is the fact that we are living our lives exactly this way, blindly following a humanistic belief that most of what I face in this world I can handle. 

We attend church, maybe hit a mid-week Bible study, try to pray more frequently and read our Bibles when we remember to take the time.  We may even talk the talk with our coworkers and neighbors about the impact Jesus has had on our lives, but at the end of the day we functionally live as if we need Christ only to save us from eternal damnation, and everything else, well, that’s on me. I’ve got it.  I’ll take this one.  I’ll bear this load.  Think about it—problems crop up at work or that major project is now overdue and our response is? Buckle down, work harder, dig in and weather the stress.  The kids are out of control as you try to finish that last-minute Christmas shopping and you’re beginning to wonder if maybe you can just leave them at the mall, just for an hour or two, and have a cup of coffee in peace.  The car is making that funky noise when you start it up again, but hey, worse come to worse, you’ve got two good legs and can push it off the Interstate.

There’s little argument to be had – we have been brought up in a culture that thrives on the bootstrap mentality:  if I work hard, grab opportunities as they come along, and look more put together than everyone else, well, then that bigger house or bomb-shell of a wife or a few angelic children will fall out of the sky and my life will be complete.  A friend of Leigh Anne Tuohy makes the point ever so poignantly over her soggy, $18 salad—she would still be living on “the other side of town” had she not worked hard enough to escape that life.  And yet, just as it was true for Michael Oher, it is not simply a matter of being willing to work hard enough.  In fact, the misquoted Scripture from Luke 18, verse 27 reads, “What is impossible with men is possible with God”—something of a different story from the mouth of Christ himself.

If you look at the preceding story, Jesus has been approached by a “rich ruler,” who inquires of Jesus, “what must I do to inherit eternal life?”  Christ initially points the ruler to the commandments—“do not commit adultery, do not murder”—to which the young man responds, “all these I have kept from my youth”.  Note that Christ does not tell the ruler that he can be saved by following the law, and instead turns to the young man and says, “One thing you still lack.  Sell all that you have and distribute to the poor.”

Of course, like I’m certain many of us have done when God has asked us to give up something of great value, the ruler became very sad, “for he was extremely rich”.  Maybe that’s just me.  Jesus sees the sadness creep into the man’s face and drops a bomb—“it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God”.  The crowd, who has been intently listening to this exchange, pipes up at this point and cries out, “then who can be saved?”—if this man, who had followed the law from his youth, keeping the commandments to the letter of the law, cannot be saved, then how can any of us be saved?  Surely we are all to be eternally damned! Praise the Lord, though—it was for just this reason that Jesus became the Word Incarnate for “what is impossible with men is possible with God.”

As we are sitting on Christmas eve, trying to wrap up the last bit of shopping and gift wrapping, bundling up and praying for a white Christmas, or just generally enjoying the company of family, my desire for each of you is that Christ’s words would weigh heavily on you as we celebrate his coming—“what is impossible with men is possible with God”.  Jesus came into this world, having given up his heavenly throne, putting aside the glory that is rightfully and eternally his, to join us in the dust and strife that is our home.  He was born in the lowest of circumstances—he, the eternal King and Creator humbled himself so far as to be born to a carpenter in a stable, because a world that would eventually crucify him could not even spare a proper bed. 

The author of Hebrews writes under the guidance of the Holy Spirit, “He is the radiance of the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature”.  This man, who walked with our forefathers for some 30-odd years, who did chores for his mother, celebrated at birthdays and holidays, felt sorrow and anguish with the illness and passing of loved ones, was God, fully divine and fully man.  When Paul writes in Romans that the “eternal power and divine nature” of God “have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world,” it is those attributes that Christ shows us in bodily form.  May we seek to dwell deeply on this truth as we consider that it is this baby whose birth we celebrate on December 25th that was sent here to die on the cross, to be resurrected from the dead to seal the victory over the grave for all those who would believe.  I love how Lee Strobel sums up the character of Christ:

Colossians 2:9 reads, “For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity lives in bodily form.” His eternality is confirmed in John 1:1, which declares of Jesus, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” His immutability is shown in Hebrews 13:8: “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.” His sinlessness is seen in John 8:29: “The one who sent me is with me; he has not left me alone, for I always do what pleases him.” Hebrews 1:3 declares Jesus to be the “radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his begin.” Colossians 1:17 says, “In him all things hold together.”

                In every way, the birth we celebrate is beyond our comprehension.  We see a babe in a manager, but in reality we are seeing God in the flesh.  How is it possible that the omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent Creator could don flesh and walk the earth?  Well, “what is impossible with men is possible with God.”  He came to make a way, to defeat death on the cross that he might resurrect us from enslavement to our flesh and folly, to bring us into communion with God for all eternity. 

Just as it was impossible for the rich ruler to get to heaven simply by following the letter of the law, so it is impossible for us to live our lives well under the auspices that Christ is here solely to avert God’s judgment from us.  Jesus told his disciples in John 15:5, “I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing” (emphasis added).  In the cross we do not simply have a commuted sentence or a divine pardon, rather we have the way to a life reconciled to God, as it was intended to be from Genesis 1, with the divine mandate to push back the darkness and join God in his ministry of reconciliation.  As Leigh Anne Tuohy was an instrument to push the darkness out of Michael Oher’s life, so each of us who abide in Christ are called to bring light into dark places, to live generously and freely (as the rich ruler was unable to do), and to show love to a world that sees very little real love. 

So when you clamor to the Christmas tree with loved ones to open presents, or gaze on that nativity scene on your table, or sit down to read the story of the miraculous birth with your babies strewn around you, know how the story ends. Live deeply in these moments, taking in the joy and the happiness that God has graced us with, and ask God to show you how to pass that grace on to those around you, to live hands open having grasped firmly that your treasure is in Christ, where moth and rust cannot destroy.

May you have a Merry Christmas and may you know the love of Christ that surpasses all understanding.



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